I had a couple of opportunities this week that reminded me of how powerful it can be to just talk with other slaves whose paths are similar to my own. To listen to their stories, hear my own path in their words, and think about my journey in new and different ways. It’s something I
Yesterday, I had the opportunity to learn how to care for Sir’s boots. The path to this point is a bit of a convoluted one, but bears writing about so that I can process in my head all that has occurred in regards to his boots.
I have been asked a question that has led me to some rather deep introspection. And so I decided to answer her question in the form of a journal entry rather than just respond lightly to her question. How do you know you are ‘slave’? That was not an easy question for me for a
I’ve been sitting here this morning kind of in some zone, coming down from the incredible weekend. I can feel myself dropping, but it’s not a negative drop in any way. It’s sort of a processing kind of drop. Master Onye’s words keep going through my head: “You are in exactly the right place at
When Sir and I came together, one of his bottom line, non-negotiable requirements was that of full transparency. I had lived my entire life keeping all of my innermost thoughts and feelings to myself. I had been taught from an early age that no one cares about my dreams, hopes, thoughts, feelings, problems, questions, etc.
Dance of Souls. Flesh hooks. Drums. Piercing. Pulling. Dance of Souls. This is something I’ve considered in years past, but been too fearful to try alone. It just didn’t seem right to do this on my own. Then Sir and I saw Cookie Haworth do a hook suspension demo/scene. That changed everything. We’ve been planning
Another reflective piece written in March 2010. Monday is our one-year anniversary. I tend to be a reflective person, especially at anniversary time or end of season/year. I’ve been reflecting quite a bit lately as our relationship grows and strengthens. This is the result of some of that reflection. I learned very early in life
This was first posted on my Fetlife blog in 2009, shortly after Sir and I came together. In a group I frequent, a friend sort of coined the phrase ‘due diligence’. Justin and I have sort of adopted it as our own since we’ve come together. And recently I’ve had a couple of people ask